I can’t tell if my room is actually unbearably hot or if my paranoia and guilt are just manifesting themselves into physical discomfort
like just in case you didn’t know I’m an anxious self involved asshole let me just take 20 minutes to write a paragraph response to an anonymous message that isn’t even two sentences
HAHA WELCOME TO MY BLOG
Ahhh?.. Is this implying that you shouldn’t be hoping that I’m doing well? Am I overthinking this and reading into it way more than I should be? I mean obv duh that’s what I do, and I could be wrong but it kinda sounds like you might be doing the same thing? I dunno I appreciate the fact that you’re thinking about me and hoping that I’m well I think that’s cool it’s just a little sad that you think you shouldn’t be. Not in a super sad way just in a… Oh gosh I hope I didn’t hurt you or say something stupid to you ect ect. I think about people who aren’t even in my life a lot a lot and I spend just as much time thinking about them as I do people who are way more present in my life (sometimes more is that shitty) the point that I’m trying to get to here is I feel this really really hard and I hope YOU are doing well and well a lot of things but words are hard and I don’t know who you are which makes finding the right ones for you even harder.
I want to cosplay bob’s burgers with you more than you will ever know. (Please be the Louise to my Tina)
You’re asking me about relationship advice? ooh gosh all of this sounds like risky business to me. But for real. We all have our shit and I don’t know what your shit is and I don’t know what your exes shit is but trust me when I say that in my experience alcohol and shit and exes are a trifecta of regret. And I’m not talking about like in the morning regretting not to take of your pants before you fall asleep, I’m talking waking up feeling like your eyeballs are sweating and your body is made of jello and you realize you had to be somewhere really important like three hours ago regret. I dunno, this is just what I’ve experienced but like, you do you maybe you’re better at these things then I am which is very very likely. Stay hydrated tonight friend!
My ask box is open and anon is on and y’all could ask me stuff or tell me stuff you just need to get off your chest
I am just saying if you’re down I’m down
I hate finding out medical stuff especially “worst case scenarios” because then like obv it’s going to happen so all day I’ve been like what if I’m bleeding internally and I don’t even know it. Except that’s not really new I just have actual reasons to worry about this now.
If you’ve recently messaged me: don’t worry, I’m not ignoring you. I’m busy. I’m currently being eaten by a bear. I’ll get back to you in a day or two.